๐˜‹๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ, ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ'๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ, ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜บ. ๐˜™๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜บ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜‰๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ. ๐˜’๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ด, ๐˜ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.

"๐™”๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™„ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช" ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™„ ๐™–๐™ก๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™จ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก, ๐™จ๐™ค ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ข๐™š ๐™๐™ค๐™ก๐™™ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™, ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š

Li/Ali
They/Them
An author and multistan at its finest

My content will contain a lot of aspects that can cause discomfort and stress when reading, so look out for trigger warnings in my stories. I mostly write about mental health aspects. Not all of my stories are angst or capable of causing discomfort, but the majority are. I also vent a lot on my page, but end up deleting it. This is a safe place for all!

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Li/Ali: They/Them 07' Taurus Unlabelled Nonbinary Ace ISFP-T (2W1) British

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หš เผ˜โ™ก โ‹†๏ฝกหš Likes
Niki, My friends in 'HAVOC', Girls, Kpop, Animals, Writing, Reading, Dancing, Songwriting, Working Out, Baking, Photography, Rain, Sunsets, Music, Being alone, Etc
เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš Hobbies
Writing
Photography
Baking
Reading
Working Out
Songwriting
เณƒโ€โžท Dislikes
LGBTQ+ phobic, Racism, Cooking, Bugs, The Dark, Feeling lonely, Heights, Kpop antis, Any forms of hate and abuse, Socialising, Hot and humid weather, Etc

https://en.pronouns.page/@lihaoali#google_vignette

- Homophobic
- Transphobic
- Racist
- Ableist
- Kpop anti
- Disrespectful in general

- Not any of the issues next to this
- Kpop stan, or just not an anti
- Carats, Moas, Engenes <3
- Looking for a kpop friend
- You like reading kpop or oc gxg / bxb fics (dw, some of my fics will also be bxg too)

My Favourite Songs ๐ŸŽต

Ult Ults

ArtistSongs
EnhypenLucifer, Attention please, Brought the heat back, Paradoxx invasion, Blockbuster
SeventeenMaestro, Darl+ing, Idubilu, Lalali, Circles
TxtGrowing pain, Can't you see me, Lo$er=Loโ™กer, 0x1=Lovesong, Dear Sputnik

Soloists + Ults

ArtistSongs
TaeminGuilty, Heaven, Advice, Move, Criminal, Sexuality, Shadow, Holy Water
KaiRover, Mmmh, Amnesia
BaekhyunUn Village, Cry For Love, Bambi
KeyKiller, Villain, Another Life
Dpr IanDon't Go Insane, Peanut Butter & Tears
WoodzAccident, Hijack
ArtistSongs
AteezThis world, Thank u, Sector 1, Pirate King
ShineeSherlock, Hard, Replay
NctAy-yo, Boom, Horizon, Make a wish
AespaBlack Mamba, Supernova, Armageddon, Drama
ExoLotto, Monster, Love shot, Growl

Non Kpop

ArtistSongs
Fall Out BoyMy songs know what you did in the dark
Pierce The VeilKing for a day, A match into water
Girl In RedSerotonin, Dead girl in the pool
The NeighbourhoodDaddy issues, Reflections
Arctic Monkeys505, Fluorescent adolescent, Do I wanna know, R u mine
Chase AtlanticInto it, Meddle about, Swim
Benson BooneIn the stars
ClairoSofia, Pretty girl

My Top Three:

๏ธถ๊’ฆ๊’ทโ™ก๊’ท๊’ฆ๏ธถUlt Biases๐Ÿค๐Ÿผ close to biasBias Wreckers
EnhypenJay, Heeseung, SunghoonSunoo, JungwonJake, Niki
SeventeenMinghao, Jun, WooziDk, Joshua, Jeonghan, Hoshi, ScoupsWonwoo, Mingyu, Vernon, Dino, Seungkwan
Tomorrow x TogetherTaehyun, BeomgyuYeonjunSoobin, Kai

Ults:

๏ธถ๊’ฆ๊’ทโ™ก๊’ท๊’ฆ๏ธถUlt Biases๐Ÿค๐Ÿผ close to biasBias Wreckers
ShineeTaeminJonghyun ๐Ÿ•Š, KeyMinho, Onew
AteezYeosang, HongjoongSeonghwa, Yunho, MingiWooyoung, San, Jongho
Nct DreamRenjun, Haechan, JaeminMark, JisungJeno, Chenle
WayvXiaojun, TenYangyang, WinwinKun, Hendery
Nct 127Haechan, TaeyongMark, Jungwoo, DoyoungJaehyun, Yuta, Johnny
AespaWinterKarina, NingningGiselle
ExoKai, BaekhyunD.O, Suho, XiuminChen, Sehun, Chanyeol

Regular Groups:

๏ธถ๊’ฆ๊’ทโ™ก๊’ท๊’ฆ๏ธถBiases๐Ÿค๐Ÿผ close to biasBias Wreckers
Stray KidsLee Know, HyunjinChan, Felix, HanChangbin, Seungmin, I.N
ZerobaseoneRickyTaerae, Gunwook, Yujin, GyuvinHanbin, Zhanghao, Jiwoong, Matthew
&TeamNicholas, Yuma, KFuma, Harua, EJTaki, Jo, Maki
Xdinary HeroesO.de, GunilJunhan, GaonJungsu, Jooyeon
P1harmonyTheo, JiungKeeho, IntakSoul, Jongseob
BTSSuga, J-hopeJin, RMJimin, V, Jungkook
The BoyzNew, Hyunjae, SangyeonYounghoon, Kevin, Q, SunwooJacob, Juyeon, Haknyeon, Eric
TreasureJihoon, JaehyukAsahi, Junkyu, Doyoung, JunghwanYoshi, Hyunsuk, Jeongwoo, Haruto
CravityWonjinSerim, Jungmo, Minhee, SeongminAllen, Woobin, Hyeongjun, Taeyoung
(G)I-dleShuhuaMinnie, YuqiMiyeon, Soyeon
XikersJunghoon, YujunMinjae, Hyunwoo, Seeun, JinsikJunmin, Sumin, Hunter, Yechan
Kep1erBahiyyihYujin, Xiaoting, YoungeunChaehyun, Dayeon, Hikaru
RiizeAnton, EunseokShotaro, WonbinSungchan, Sohee
PentagonYutoHongseok, Shinwon, Yanan, Yeo OneHui, Jinho, Kino, Wooseok
ItzyRyujin, YejiChaeryeongYuna, Lia
8TurnYoonsung, MyunghoYungyu, Kyungmin, SeungheonHaemin, Minho, Jaeyun
Monsta XKihyun, I.MJoohoney, HyungwonMinhyuk, Shownu
BoynextdoorRiwoo, SunghoTaesan, LeehanJaehyun, Woonhak
TWSYoungjae, ShinyuHanjin, KyungminJihoon, Dohoon
Nct WishSion, RyoJaehee, YushiSakuya, Riku
EverglowSihyeon, OndaYiren, AishaE:U, Mia

To the people on our server:
Arii, Elle, Lily, Kaly, Niki, Reagan, and Em

Thank you all for being such amazing friends. I met some of you before that massive server, due to my own server + our dms (or if we stalked e/o on wp /hj). However, to those of you who I met from that one server, ngl I was scared to talk to y'all at first. I'm extremely introverted, and I struggle to fit in, and I don't always like talking in big groups of people. However, when I started to talk to all of you, my worries immediately went away, and I felt like I could fit in. Sure, I still had my doubts and insecurities, but I pushed those away, because I actually felt comfortable. To this day, I still do. You lot have literally become my closest friends, and it means a lot to have met all of you. You bring a sense of comfort to me, and our server we share together feels like home, if it were a place digitally. Thank you for making me feel so comfortable to be myself, and for caring about me. I'm always here for all of you if you need someone to talk to. Never forget that I love you, and deeply care for all of you. I'm so proud of all of you. Thank you for everything. Thanks to you, I'm feeling a slight bit better about who I am, and it helps me to momentarily forget about my issues and my insecurities when I'm with all of you. I hope the day comes soon where I can meet some of you, because it would be so fun, but ngl it would definitely make me emotional, since y'all are the main ones who have saved me. I truly appreciate it, and every single one of you. I love you.

Book Recommendations:Wattpad:
๐—œ๐—ป๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ป๐—ผ ๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜€ - ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐Ÿด๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—ฑ๐—ฑ๐˜†
๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ท๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜: ๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ป - ๐—ท๐—ท๐—ฒ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€
๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ช๐—ฒ ๐—š๐—ผ ๐—”๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป - ๐Ÿฑ๐—ง๐—”๐—ฌ๐—”๐—ฅ๐— ๐—ฌ
๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฑ ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€ ๐—ช๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐— ๐—ฟ. ๐—”๐—ฟ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜ - ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—พ
๐—ช๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—Ÿ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ - ๐—œ๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ด๐˜†๐˜‚๐˜‚
๐—•๐—ถ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐˜ - ๐—œ
๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ด๐˜†๐˜‚๐˜‚
๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—ข๐—– - ๐—œ_๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ด๐˜†๐˜‚๐˜‚ (๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ป)
๐—ง๐—ผ๐—ผ ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ด - ๐—ท๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€
๐— ๐˜‚๐—น๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฝ๐—น๐˜† - ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ท๐—ฝ๐—ด
Ao3:
'cause I'm hungry (for whatever comes next)
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Stories per group:Enha - 55
Svt - 22
Txt - 18
Atz - 15
Skz - 5
Nct - 2
Other Group - 8
Multi Group - 10
Soloists / member from a group I don't write about - 2
Fully original characters, no kpop idols involved - 9
Applyfics (specific friends only) - 6
Game based - 1
Total: 153

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