๐๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฆ๐น๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ค๐ฆ๐ด ๐ด๐ต๐ฐ๐ฑ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ, ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐ฐ'๐ด ๐ช๐ฏ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ต๐ณ๐ฐ๐ญ, ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ง๐ข๐ญ๐ญ ๐ด๐ฐ ๐ฆ๐ข๐ด๐ช๐ญ๐บ. ๐๐ฆ๐ฎ๐ช๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ณ๐บ๐ฐ๐ฏ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฉ๐บ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฆ๐ด๐ฆ๐ณ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฆ ๐ธ๐ฐ๐ณ๐ญ๐ฅ. ๐๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ๐ด๐ฆ๐ญ๐ง, ๐ข๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐ฆ ๐ฑ๐ณ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ฅ. ๐ ๐ฐ๐ถ'๐ณ๐ฆ ๐ญ๐ฐ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฅ ๐ฃ๐บ ๐ต๐ฉ๐ฐ๐ด๐ฆ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฏ'๐ต ๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ๐ฏ ๐ฌ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ธ. ๐๐ฆ๐ฆ๐ฑ ๐ง๐ช๐จ๐ฉ๐ต๐ช๐ฏ๐จ ๐ง๐ฐ๐ณ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ๐ณ ๐ฅ๐ณ๐ฆ๐ข๐ฎ๐ด, ๐ ๐ฃ๐ฆ๐ญ๐ช๐ฆ๐ท๐ฆ ๐ช๐ฏ ๐บ๐ฐ๐ถ.
"๐๐ค๐ช ๐ ๐ฃ๐ค๐ฌ ๐ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐ ๐ฎ๐ค๐ช" ๐๐ฃ๐ ๐ ๐๐ก๐ฌ๐๐ฎ๐จ ๐ฌ๐๐ก๐ก, ๐จ๐ค ๐๐ค๐ข๐ ๐๐ค๐ก๐ ๐ข๐ฎ ๐๐๐ฃ๐, ๐ข๐ฎ ๐ก๐ค๐ซ๐
Li/Ali
They/Them
An author and multistan at its finest
My content will contain a lot of aspects that can cause discomfort and stress when reading, so look out for trigger warnings in my stories. I mostly write about mental health aspects. Not all of my stories are angst or capable of causing discomfort, but the majority are. I also vent a lot on my page, but end up deleting it. This is a safe place for all!
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my profile โ
Li/Ali: They/Them, 07', Taurus, Bisexual / Pansexual, Nonbinary, ISFP-T (2W1), British
jay >>>

Risk is better than regret.

ห เผโก โ๏ฝกห Likes |
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Niki, My friends in 'HAVOC', All genders romantically, Kpop, Animals, Writing, Reading, Dancing, Songwriting, Working Out, Baking, Photography, Rain, Sunsets, Music, Being alone, Etc |

เฉโฉโงโห Hobbies |
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Writing |
Photography |
Baking |
Reading |
Working Out |
Songwriting |
Listening to music |

เณโโท Dislikes |
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Homophobes, Transphobes, Racism, Cooking, Bugs, The Dark, Feeling lonely, Heights, Kpop antis, Any forms of hate and abuse, Socialising, Hot and humid weather, Etc |
https://en.pronouns.page/@lihaoali#google_vignette

- Homophobic
- Transphobic
- Racist
- Ableist
- Kpop anti
- Disrespectful in general

- Not any of the issues next to this
- Kpop stan, or just not an anti
- Carats, Moas, Engenes <3
- Looking for a kpop friend
- You like reading kpop or oc gxg / bxb fics (dw, some of my fics will also be bxg too)
My discord is: li.blue_jays
My Favourite Songs ๐ต



Ult Ults
Artist | Songs |
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Enhypen | Lucifer, Attention please, Brought the heat back, Paradoxx invasion, Blockbuster |
&team | ?? |
Seventeen | Maestro, Darl+ing, Idubilu, Lalali, Circles |
Txt | Growing pain, Can't you see me, Lo$er=Loโกer, 0x1=Lovesong, Dear Sputnik |
Soloists + Ults
Artist | Songs |
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Taemin | Guilty, Heaven, Advice, Move, Criminal, Sexuality, Shadow, Holy Water |
Kai | Rover, Mmmh, Amnesia |
Baekhyun | Un Village, Cry For Love, Bambi |
Key | Killer, Villain, Another Life |
Dpr Ian | Don't Go Insane, Peanut Butter & Tears |
Woodz | Accident, Hijack |
Artist | Songs |
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Ateez | This world, Thank u, Sector 1, Pirate King |
Shinee | Sherlock, Hard, Replay |
Nct | Ay-yo, Boom, Horizon, Make a wish |
Stray Kids | Silenf Cry, Side Effects, ?? |
Zerobaseone | ?? |
Aespa | Black Mamba, Supernova, Armageddon, Drama |
Exo | Lotto, Monster, Love shot, Growl |
Non Kpop
Artist | Songs |
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Fall Out Boy | My songs know what you did in the dark |
Gun Boy Kaz | Head over heels, Liquid luck |
Pierce The Veil | King for a day, A match into water |
Girl In Red | Serotonin, Dead girl in the pool |
The Neighbourhood | Daddy issues, Reflections |
Arctic Monkeys | 505, Fluorescent adolescent, Do I wanna know, R u mine |
Chase Atlantic | Into it, Meddle about, Swim |
Benson Boone | In the stars, Ghost town, Beautiful things |
Clairo | Sofia, Pretty girl |
My Top Three:
๏ธถ๊ฆ๊ทโก๊ท๊ฆ๏ธถ | Ult Biases | ๐ค๐ผ close to bias | Bias Wreckers |
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Enhypen | Jay, Heeseung, Sunghoon | Jake, Jungwon | Sunoo, Niki |
&team | Nicholas, Yuma, K | Fuma, Harua, Maki | Taki, Jo, EJ |
Seventeen | Minghao, Jun, Woozi | Dk, Joshua, Jeonghan, Hoshi, Scoups | Wonwoo, Mingyu, Vernon, Dino, Seungkwan |
Tomorrow x Together | Taehyun, Beomgyu | Yeonjun | Soobin, Kai |
Ults:
๏ธถ๊ฆ๊ทโก๊ท๊ฆ๏ธถ | Ult Biases | ๐ค๐ผ close to bias | Bias Wreckers |
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Shinee | Taemin | Jonghyun ๐, Key | Minho, Onew |
Ateez | Yeosang, Hongjoong | Seonghwa, Yunho, Mingi | Wooyoung, San, Jongho |
Nct Dream | Haechan, Jaemin, Renjun | Mark, Jisung | Jeno, Chenle |
Wayv | Xiaojun, Ten | Yangyang, Winwin | Kun, Hendery |
Nct 127 | Haechan, Taeyong | Mark, Jungwoo, Doyoung | Jaehyun, Yuta, Johnny |
Stray Kids | Lee Know, Hyunjin | Han, Chan, Felix | I.N, Changbin, Seungmin |
Zerobaseone | Ricky, Hanbin, Taerae | Gunwook, Gyuvin, Yujin | Zhanghao, Matthew, Jiwoong |
Aespa | Winter | Karina, Ningning | Giselle |
Exo | Kai, Baekhyun | D.O, Suho, Xiumin | Chen, Sehun, Chanyeol |
Regular Groups:
๏ธถ๊ฆ๊ทโก๊ท๊ฆ๏ธถ | Biases | ๐ค๐ผ close to bias | Bias Wreckers |
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Xdinary Heroes | O.de, Gunil | Junhan, Gaon | Jungsu, Jooyeon |
P1harmony | Theo, Jiung | Keeho, Intak | Soul, Jongseob |
The Boyz | New, Haknyeon, Sunwoo | Sangyeon, Hyunjae, Jacob, Kevin | Juyeon, Eric, Younghoon, Q |
Xikers | Junghoon, Yujun | Minjae, Hyunwoo, Seeun, Jinsik | Junmin, Sumin, Hunter, Yechan |
Treasure | Jihoon, Jaehyuk | Asahi, Junkyu, Doyoung, Junghwan | Yoshi, Hyunsuk, Jeongwoo, Haruto |
(G)I-dle | Shuhua | Yuqi, Soyeon | Minnie, Miyeon |
Tempest | Lew, Hyuk | Taerae, Eunchan | Hanbin, Hyeongseop |
BTS | Suga, J-hope | RM, Jin | Jungkook, V, Jimin |
Cravity | Wonjin, Seongmin, Serim | Jungmo, Allen, Woobin | Hyeongjun, Minhee, Taeyoung |
Kep1er | Bahiyyih | Xiaoting, Yujin, Youngeun | Chaehyun, Hikaru, Dayeon |
Riize | Anton, Wonbin | (Seunghan), Shotaro, Sungchan | Eunseok, Sohee |
Itzy | Ryujin, Yeji | Chaeryeong | Yuna, Lia |
Pentagon | Yuto | Hongseok, Yanan, Yeo One, Wooseok | Shinwon, Jinho, Kino, Hui |
8Turn | Yoonsung, Myungho | Yungyu, Kyungmin, Seungheon | Haemin, Minho, Jaeyun |
Kiss Of Life | Haneul, Julie | Natty | Belle |
Monsta X | Kihyun, I.M | Joohoney, Hyungwon | Minhyuk, Shownu |
Boynextdoor | Riwoo, Sungho | Taesan, Leehan | Jaehyun, Woonhak |
TWS | Youngjae, Shinyu | Hanjin, Kyungmin | Jihoon, Dohoon |
Nct Wish | Ryo, Jaehee | Sion, Yushi | Sakuya, Riku |

Who would you like to visit?
My comfort people <33
To the people on our server:
Arii, Elle, Lily, Kaly, Niki, Reagan, and Em
Thank you all for being such amazing friends. I met some of you before that massive server, due to my own server + our dms (or if we stalked e/o on wp /hj). However, to those of you who I met from that one server, ngl I was scared to talk to y'all at first. I'm extremely introverted, and I struggle to fit in, and I don't always like talking in big groups of people. However, when I started to talk to all of you, my worries immediately went away, and I felt like I could fit in. Sure, I still had my doubts and insecurities, but I pushed those away, because I actually felt comfortable. To this day, I still do. You lot have literally become my closest friends, and it means a lot to have met all of you. You bring a sense of comfort to me, and our server we share together feels like home, if it were a place digitally. Thank you for making me feel so comfortable to be myself, and for caring about me. I'm always here for all of you if you need someone to talk to. Never forget that I love you, and deeply care for all of you. I'm so proud of all of you. Thank you for everything. Thanks to you, I'm feeling a slight bit better about who I am, and it helps me to momentarily forget about my issues and my insecurities when I'm with all of you. I hope the day comes soon where I can meet some of you, because it would be so fun, but ngl it would definitely make me emotional, since y'all are the main ones who have saved me. I truly appreciate it, and every single one of you. I love you.

hao >>> (i'm sorry you're #4 now T-T)
To the people on that one other server:
Maya / Max, Autumn / Adela, Star / Sadie, Ryleigh, Harper / Seonhyeok, Leah, River, Jake, Astrid / Adelais, Deena, Yuki, and Lexi.
First of all, Maya/Max and Jake. I know you both are busy, due to the fact you're arranging to move in together and start a new life together, and it's difficult when the both of you are deciding who's going to leave their home town. I understand how difficult and stressful that may be, but wishing you boys the best together. I hope you both never forget the memories we shared, and one day reunite with us on that server <3Next, to Harper/Seonnyeok and Yuki. Congrats on chasing your dream and never giving up, because you made it come true. Shine bright in the spotlight, you two are a wonderful couple who will continue to make absolutely amazing music in the future. For privacy reasons stated by you two, I won't boast about being friends with you two, but your music is great. I hope others continue to appreciate it as well. Don't forget about us because of your fame >:0To Autumn/Adela, and Astrid/Adelais. Hey you two, how are my favourite twins doing? I know we still talk, but I miss what we once had together. Make sure to take care of each other. I appreciate the pair of you being a strong moral of support for me these past couple years. I love you both <33To Ryleigh and Leah. I know I don't talk to you two much, but I hope you're doing well. I met you through the twins, since you two are the lucky ones to be dating them. Take care of them, and yourselves, alright? :)To Lexi and Deena. Lexi, I found you through Leah, and Deena, I found you through Ryleigh. How chaotic is life in that household now? I mean, there's 6 of you, consisting of 3 chaotic gay couples. It must be insane there. I don't know how you do it. Take care, wishing you both the best of luck with your relationship <3And, last but not least, Star/Sadie and River. I love you guys so much, but don't get so caught up in your sappy romance, and actually talk to me more often. You're one of the cutest couples though, so I hope nothing happens. Thank you both for being some of my longest online friends I have. Take care <33
To the people in Em's Family:

Book Recommendations:Wattpad:
๐ข๐ฝ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ถ๐ผ๐ป๐: ๐ ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐ ๐ถ๐ป๐ฒ, ๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐ ๐๐ฒ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ, ๐๐ถ๐๐ ๐ง๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ฒ๐๐ถ๐น - ๐ถ๐ธ๐ถ๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ๐ธ๐๐ป
๐๐ป๐ณ๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ป๐ผ ๐๐ฒ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐๐ - ๐๐ต๐ฒ๐ด๐ฏ๐๐ฑ๐ฑ๐
๐ฃ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ท๐ฒ๐ฐ๐: ๐ฆ๐ฒ๐๐ฒ๐ป๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐ป - ๐ท๐ท๐ฒ๐ผ๐ป๐๐ผ๐ป๐
๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐ฒ ๐ช๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐๐ด๐ฎ๐ถ๐ป - ๐ฑ๐ง๐๐ฌ๐๐ฅ๐ ๐ฌ
๐ฎ๐ฑ ๐๐ฎ๐๐ ๐ช๐ถ๐๐ต ๐ ๐ฟ. ๐๐ฟ๐ฟ๐ผ๐ด๐ฎ๐ป๐ - ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐๐ต๐พ
๐ช๐ถ๐ฐ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐๐ผ๐๐ฒ, ๐๐ถ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฟ๐๐๐ฒ๐ฒ๐, ๐๐๐ฉ๐ข๐ - ๐_๐น๐ผ๐๐ฒ๐ด๐๐๐ (๐ฐ๐ผ๐บ๐ถ๐ป๐ด ๐๐ผ๐ผ๐ป)
๐ง๐ผ๐ผ ๐ฌ๐ผ๐๐ป๐ด - ๐ท๐ฎ๐๐๐ณ๐ฎ๐ถ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ฒ๐
๐ ๐๐น๐๐ถ๐ฝ๐น๐ - ๐ต๐ผ๐ผ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฒ๐
๐ท๐ฝ๐ด
Umbrella -Ao3:
'cause I'm hungry (for whatever comes next)
To update...

Stories per group:Enha - 75
Svt - 27
(To add &team)
Txt - 22
Atz - 19
Skz - 7
Nct - 4
Xdh - 2
Idol centrics (other groups) - 2
SvtTxtEnha - 3
SvtTxt - 1
TxtEnha - 2
Game based - 1
Fully original characters, no kpop idols involved - 8
Applyfics (specific friends only) - 6
Collabs - 7
Total: 179
