๐˜‹๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ญ๐˜ฆ๐˜ต ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฆ๐˜น๐˜ฑ๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ๐˜ค๐˜ฆ๐˜ด ๐˜ด๐˜ต๐˜ฐ๐˜ฑ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ, ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ'๐˜ด ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜ค๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ต๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ญ, ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ง๐˜ข๐˜ญ๐˜ญ ๐˜ด๐˜ฐ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ด๐˜ช๐˜ญ๐˜บ. ๐˜™๐˜ฆ๐˜ฎ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฉ๐˜บ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฆ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ณ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ธ๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ๐˜ญ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜‰๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ง, ๐˜ข๐˜ฏ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ฑ๐˜ณ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ฅ. ๐˜ ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ'๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ ๐˜ญ๐˜ฐ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฅ ๐˜ฃ๐˜บ ๐˜ต๐˜ฉ๐˜ฐ๐˜ด๐˜ฆ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ฐ๐˜ฏ'๐˜ต ๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ๐˜ฏ ๐˜ฌ๐˜ฏ๐˜ฐ๐˜ธ. ๐˜’๐˜ฆ๐˜ฆ๐˜ฑ ๐˜ง๐˜ช๐˜จ๐˜ฉ๐˜ต๐˜ช๐˜ฏ๐˜จ ๐˜ง๐˜ฐ๐˜ณ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ๐˜ณ ๐˜ฅ๐˜ณ๐˜ฆ๐˜ข๐˜ฎ๐˜ด, ๐˜ ๐˜ฃ๐˜ฆ๐˜ญ๐˜ช๐˜ฆ๐˜ท๐˜ฆ ๐˜ช๐˜ฏ ๐˜บ๐˜ฐ๐˜ถ.

"๐™”๐™ค๐™ช ๐™ ๐™ฃ๐™ค๐™ฌ ๐™„ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š ๐™ฎ๐™ค๐™ช" ๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™ ๐™„ ๐™–๐™ก๐™ฌ๐™–๐™ฎ๐™จ ๐™ฌ๐™ž๐™ก๐™ก, ๐™จ๐™ค ๐™˜๐™ค๐™ข๐™š ๐™๐™ค๐™ก๐™™ ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™๐™–๐™ฃ๐™™, ๐™ข๐™ฎ ๐™ก๐™ค๐™ซ๐™š

Li/Ali
They/Them
An author and multistan at its finest

My content will contain a lot of aspects that can cause discomfort and stress when reading, so look out for trigger warnings in my stories. I mostly write about mental health aspects. Not all of my stories are angst or capable of causing discomfort, but the majority are. I also vent a lot on my page, but end up deleting it. This is a safe place for all!

@bluejay_hao's profile

my profile โœŽ

Li/Ali: They/Them, 07', Taurus, Bisexual / Pansexual, Nonbinary, ISFP-T (2W1), British

jay >>>

Risk is better than regret.

หš เผ˜โ™ก โ‹†๏ฝกหš Likes
Niki, My friends in 'HAVOC', All genders romantically, Kpop, Animals, Writing, Reading, Dancing, Songwriting, Working Out, Baking, Photography, Rain, Sunsets, Music, Being alone, Etc
เฉˆโœฉโ€งโ‚Šหš Hobbies
Writing
Photography
Baking
Reading
Working Out
Songwriting
Listening to music
เณƒโ€โžท Dislikes
Homophobes, Transphobes, Racism, Cooking, Bugs, The Dark, Feeling lonely, Heights, Kpop antis, Any forms of hate and abuse, Socialising, Hot and humid weather, Etc

https://en.pronouns.page/@lihaoali#google_vignette

- Homophobic
- Transphobic
- Racist
- Ableist
- Kpop anti
- Disrespectful in general

- Not any of the issues next to this
- Kpop stan, or just not an anti
- Carats, Moas, Engenes <3
- Looking for a kpop friend
- You like reading kpop or oc gxg / bxb fics (dw, some of my fics will also be bxg too)

My Favourite Songs ๐ŸŽต

Ult Ults

ArtistSongs
EnhypenLucifer, Attention please, Brought the heat back, Paradoxx invasion, Blockbuster
&team??
SeventeenMaestro, Darl+ing, Idubilu, Lalali, Circles
TxtGrowing pain, Can't you see me, Lo$er=Loโ™กer, 0x1=Lovesong, Dear Sputnik

Soloists + Ults

ArtistSongs
TaeminGuilty, Heaven, Advice, Move, Criminal, Sexuality, Shadow, Holy Water
KaiRover, Mmmh, Amnesia
BaekhyunUn Village, Cry For Love, Bambi
KeyKiller, Villain, Another Life
Dpr IanDon't Go Insane, Peanut Butter & Tears
WoodzAccident, Hijack
ArtistSongs
AteezThis world, Thank u, Sector 1, Pirate King
ShineeSherlock, Hard, Replay
NctAy-yo, Boom, Horizon, Make a wish
Stray KidsSilenf Cry, Side Effects, ??
Zerobaseone??
AespaBlack Mamba, Supernova, Armageddon, Drama
ExoLotto, Monster, Love shot, Growl

Non Kpop

ArtistSongs
Fall Out BoyMy songs know what you did in the dark
Gun Boy KazHead over heels, Liquid luck
Pierce The VeilKing for a day, A match into water
Girl In RedSerotonin, Dead girl in the pool
The NeighbourhoodDaddy issues, Reflections
Arctic Monkeys505, Fluorescent adolescent, Do I wanna know, R u mine
Chase AtlanticInto it, Meddle about, Swim
Benson BooneIn the stars, Ghost town, Beautiful things
ClairoSofia, Pretty girl

My Top Three:

๏ธถ๊’ฆ๊’ทโ™ก๊’ท๊’ฆ๏ธถUlt Biases๐Ÿค๐Ÿผ close to biasBias Wreckers
EnhypenJay, Heeseung, SunghoonJake, JungwonSunoo, Niki
&teamNicholas, Yuma, KFuma, Harua, MakiTaki, Jo, EJ
SeventeenMinghao, Jun, WooziDk, Joshua, Jeonghan, Hoshi, ScoupsWonwoo, Mingyu, Vernon, Dino, Seungkwan
Tomorrow x TogetherTaehyun, BeomgyuYeonjunSoobin, Kai

Ults:

๏ธถ๊’ฆ๊’ทโ™ก๊’ท๊’ฆ๏ธถUlt Biases๐Ÿค๐Ÿผ close to biasBias Wreckers
ShineeTaeminJonghyun ๐Ÿ•Š, KeyMinho, Onew
AteezYeosang, HongjoongSeonghwa, Yunho, MingiWooyoung, San, Jongho
Nct DreamHaechan, Jaemin, RenjunMark, JisungJeno, Chenle
WayvXiaojun, TenYangyang, WinwinKun, Hendery
Nct 127Haechan, TaeyongMark, Jungwoo, DoyoungJaehyun, Yuta, Johnny
Stray KidsLee Know, HyunjinHan, Chan, FelixI.N, Changbin, Seungmin
ZerobaseoneRicky, Hanbin, TaeraeGunwook, Gyuvin, YujinZhanghao, Matthew, Jiwoong
AespaWinterKarina, NingningGiselle
ExoKai, BaekhyunD.O, Suho, XiuminChen, Sehun, Chanyeol

Regular Groups:

๏ธถ๊’ฆ๊’ทโ™ก๊’ท๊’ฆ๏ธถBiases๐Ÿค๐Ÿผ close to biasBias Wreckers
Xdinary HeroesO.de, GunilJunhan, GaonJungsu, Jooyeon
P1harmonyTheo, JiungKeeho, IntakSoul, Jongseob
The BoyzNew, Haknyeon, SunwooSangyeon, Hyunjae, Jacob, KevinJuyeon, Eric, Younghoon, Q
XikersJunghoon, YujunMinjae, Hyunwoo, Seeun, JinsikJunmin, Sumin, Hunter, Yechan
TreasureJihoon, JaehyukAsahi, Junkyu, Doyoung, JunghwanYoshi, Hyunsuk, Jeongwoo, Haruto
(G)I-dleShuhuaYuqi, SoyeonMinnie, Miyeon
TempestLew, HyukTaerae, EunchanHanbin, Hyeongseop
BTSSuga, J-hopeRM, JinJungkook, V, Jimin
CravityWonjin, Seongmin, SerimJungmo, Allen, WoobinHyeongjun, Minhee, Taeyoung
Kep1erBahiyyihXiaoting, Yujin, YoungeunChaehyun, Hikaru, Dayeon
RiizeAnton, Wonbin(Seunghan), Shotaro, SungchanEunseok, Sohee
ItzyRyujin, YejiChaeryeongYuna, Lia
PentagonYutoHongseok, Yanan, Yeo One, WooseokShinwon, Jinho, Kino, Hui
8TurnYoonsung, MyunghoYungyu, Kyungmin, SeungheonHaemin, Minho, Jaeyun
Kiss Of LifeHaneul, JulieNattyBelle
Monsta XKihyun, I.MJoohoney, HyungwonMinhyuk, Shownu
BoynextdoorRiwoo, SunghoTaesan, LeehanJaehyun, Woonhak
TWSYoungjae, ShinyuHanjin, KyungminJihoon, Dohoon
Nct WishRyo, JaeheeSion, YushiSakuya, Riku

Who would you like to visit?


My comfort people <33

To the people on our server:
Arii, Elle, Lily, Kaly, Niki, Reagan, and Em

Thank you all for being such amazing friends. I met some of you before that massive server, due to my own server + our dms (or if we stalked e/o on wp /hj). However, to those of you who I met from that one server, ngl I was scared to talk to y'all at first. I'm extremely introverted, and I struggle to fit in, and I don't always like talking in big groups of people. However, when I started to talk to all of you, my worries immediately went away, and I felt like I could fit in. Sure, I still had my doubts and insecurities, but I pushed those away, because I actually felt comfortable. To this day, I still do. You lot have literally become my closest friends, and it means a lot to have met all of you. You bring a sense of comfort to me, and our server we share together feels like home, if it were a place digitally. Thank you for making me feel so comfortable to be myself, and for caring about me. I'm always here for all of you if you need someone to talk to. Never forget that I love you, and deeply care for all of you. I'm so proud of all of you. Thank you for everything. Thanks to you, I'm feeling a slight bit better about who I am, and it helps me to momentarily forget about my issues and my insecurities when I'm with all of you. I hope the day comes soon where I can meet some of you, because it would be so fun, but ngl it would definitely make me emotional, since y'all are the main ones who have saved me. I truly appreciate it, and every single one of you. I love you.

hao >>> (i'm sorry you're #4 now T-T)

To the people on that one other server:
Maya / Max, Autumn / Adela, Star / Sadie, Ryleigh, Harper / Seonhyeok, Leah, River, Jake, Astrid / Adelais, Deena, Yuki, and Lexi.

First of all, Maya/Max and Jake. I know you both are busy, due to the fact you're arranging to move in together and start a new life together, and it's difficult when the both of you are deciding who's going to leave their home town. I understand how difficult and stressful that may be, but wishing you boys the best together. I hope you both never forget the memories we shared, and one day reunite with us on that server <3Next, to Harper/Seonnyeok and Yuki. Congrats on chasing your dream and never giving up, because you made it come true. Shine bright in the spotlight, you two are a wonderful couple who will continue to make absolutely amazing music in the future. For privacy reasons stated by you two, I won't boast about being friends with you two, but your music is great. I hope others continue to appreciate it as well. Don't forget about us because of your fame >:0To Autumn/Adela, and Astrid/Adelais. Hey you two, how are my favourite twins doing? I know we still talk, but I miss what we once had together. Make sure to take care of each other. I appreciate the pair of you being a strong moral of support for me these past couple years. I love you both <33To Ryleigh and Leah. I know I don't talk to you two much, but I hope you're doing well. I met you through the twins, since you two are the lucky ones to be dating them. Take care of them, and yourselves, alright? :)To Lexi and Deena. Lexi, I found you through Leah, and Deena, I found you through Ryleigh. How chaotic is life in that household now? I mean, there's 6 of you, consisting of 3 chaotic gay couples. It must be insane there. I don't know how you do it. Take care, wishing you both the best of luck with your relationship <3And, last but not least, Star/Sadie and River. I love you guys so much, but don't get so caught up in your sappy romance, and actually talk to me more often. You're one of the cutest couples though, so I hope nothing happens. Thank you both for being some of my longest online friends I have. Take care <33

To the people in Em's Family:

Book Recommendations:Wattpad:
๐—ข๐—ฝ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ถ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€: ๐— ๐—ฎ๐—ธ๐—ฒ ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐— ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ฒ, ๐—Ÿ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚ ๐—•๐—ฒ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ, ๐—ž๐—ถ๐˜€๐˜€ ๐—ง๐—ต๐—ฒ ๐——๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ถ๐—น - ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐—ถ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ธ๐˜€๐—ป
๐—œ๐—ป๐—ณ๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ป๐—ผ ๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐˜๐˜€ - ๐˜๐—ต๐—ฒ๐Ÿด๐—ฏ๐˜‚๐—ฑ๐—ฑ๐˜†
๐—ฃ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ท๐—ฒ๐—ฐ๐˜: ๐—ฆ๐—ฒ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ป๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐—ป - ๐—ท๐—ท๐—ฒ๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜„๐—ผ๐—ป๐˜€
๐—›๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐—ฒ ๐—ช๐—ฒ ๐—š๐—ผ ๐—”๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ป - ๐Ÿฑ๐—ง๐—”๐—ฌ๐—”๐—ฅ๐— ๐—ฌ
๐Ÿฎ๐Ÿฑ ๐——๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€ ๐—ช๐—ถ๐˜๐—ต ๐— ๐—ฟ. ๐—”๐—ฟ๐—ฟ๐—ผ๐—ด๐—ฎ๐—ป๐˜ - ๐—ฐ๐—ฎ๐—ฟ๐—ฎ๐˜๐—ต๐—พ
๐—ช๐—ถ๐—ฐ๐—ธ๐—ฒ๐—ฑ ๐—Ÿ๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ, ๐—•๐—ถ๐˜๐˜๐—ฒ๐—ฟ๐˜€๐˜„๐—ฒ๐—ฒ๐˜, ๐—›๐—”๐—ฉ๐—ข๐—– - ๐—œ_๐—น๐—ผ๐˜ƒ๐—ฒ๐—ด๐˜†๐˜‚๐˜‚ (๐—ฐ๐—ผ๐—บ๐—ถ๐—ป๐—ด ๐˜€๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ป)
๐—ง๐—ผ๐—ผ ๐—ฌ๐—ผ๐˜‚๐—ป๐—ด - ๐—ท๐—ฎ๐˜†๐˜€๐—ณ๐—ฎ๐—ถ๐—ฟ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜€
๐— ๐˜‚๐—น๐˜๐—ถ๐—ฝ๐—น๐˜† - ๐—ต๐—ผ๐—ผ๐—ฑ๐—ถ๐—ฒ๐˜…๐—ท๐—ฝ๐—ด
Umbrella -
Ao3:
'cause I'm hungry (for whatever comes next)
To update...

Stories per group:Enha - 75
Svt - 27
(To add &team)
Txt - 22
Atz - 19
Skz - 7
Nct - 4
Xdh - 2
Idol centrics (other groups) - 2
SvtTxtEnha - 3
SvtTxt - 1
TxtEnha - 2
Game based - 1
Fully original characters, no kpop idols involved - 8
Applyfics (specific friends only) - 6
Collabs - 7
Total: 179

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